Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Last night's dream

It’s dark in the room. I look up and yell “where are you?” and then I wake up, realizing I’m still in my bedroom. It slowly comes back to me. I’m in bed.

The problem is only that that dream is vivid. I feel like I missed something or someone. I’ve been thinking about it all day. Could it be my own anxiety reaching into my subconscious?

I’ve been under a substantial amount stress lately. I have so many balls in the air, my car issues, my elusive wedding plans, summer camp drama, the list is endless. I have to calm myself down at night. When I lay down I can feel my mind racing and my head spinning.